My family is going crazy.
Someone drew on the new couch and of course no one will admit to it. My mother has blamed everyone, even me. Now why would I do such an infantile thing as draw on a new couch? Well its not making her any happier.
I had a new job lead, which I really don’t want to follow but might just to make more money and keep at least a guise of peace at home.
And where were you yesterday? You couldn’t even seek me out for a second…well don’t worry, no one else wants to either. I want to get out of this house but I have no where to go. And if I walk out the door I will be yelled out for forsaking something or other that is my responsibilty. And the simple truth is I have no money to go anywhere or do anything. I’m stuck.
I can’t even go to the library. I mean I could go but there is 15 fine on my card which I can’t pay at the moment so I can’t check anything else out. I don’t even know how it got there…I spent 127 bucks in NYC with Sarah and now I’m practically done for the rest of the summer….and I still owe Rachel about 40 bucks for the Rufus Wainwright tickets….
Argh. Maybe that new job would be a good thing. What can I do other than clean up my room or my craft table? All my friends are working, that’s the issue about working at the same place, you never had the same day off. So I am off with nothign to do because everyone else is working. Bah Humbug.
Tomorrow is the cat-scan….we are crossing our fingers and praying.
God bless us; everyone.
God help us, we’ve come undone
